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Akira Kijima 鬼島空良 ([personal profile] bloodread) wrote2021-10-16 10:06 pm

SCHE;

meme go here but lbr i should prob just grab one of her trial outfits
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-06 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think it's up to you. When I was... away yesterday, I saw Death. I sat with it, and spoke to it. When I finally made a decision for myself, to try and face my fear, I rejected its company and was sent to somewhere beyond the depths of Hell. I was falling... and wandering... for what felt like an eternity. Do you think I would have planned for something like that to happen?
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-06 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ she almost seems to reconsider for a moment, but: ]

Yes. I did.
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-06 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Ulrika...

[ she takes a deep breath. It had to have been one of the girls, right? one of those letters indicated as such. her despair seems to get more prominent. ]

Is that something you figured out yourself, or did she tell you?
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-06 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that is really quite the useful skill.

Thank you for telling me. I will hope that we can come together and figure out the real killer this week.
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-06 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
It would be too easy if we weren't required to.

Each week, there are less and less of us. It is only a matter of time until we get to the end of this. Whether it is through voting or another way remains to be seen.

All stories have an ending.
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-07 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
What kind of ending do you want, Akira?
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-08 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
I think that is a rather pragmatic approach, and honestly, the most realistic. Life is ambiguous, and so any story could end in the same way. After everything that we have experienced so far... It is the best we could hope for.

[ it just seems wrong to expect a happy ending. this isn't a fairy tale, people have died, some in truly gruesome ways - what kind of happy ending would there be, in light of those circumstances? middle of the road is always a safer bet. ]
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-08 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I think it is foolish to wish for anything else. For the sake of others, I would like the best ending possible, but I don't know if it'll be a happy one.
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[personal profile] naqqali 2021-11-09 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
I think I have everything I need for tonight. Thank you, Akira.

[ she's gonna cocoon into bed and Never Leave. ]