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[bloodread]

meme go here but lbr i should prob just grab one of her trial outfits

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[naqqali]

Ah... Well. I cannot control what you do, Akira, or how you feel. If it would give you some closure, or if you are seeking permission... I permit you you to do what you feel is necessary.

[ she knows he isn't asking for permission lol. but she still can't bring herself to be like, 'yeah go for it.' ]

[bloodread]

I wanted to fucking kill him.

[ Past tense is progress? ]

[naqqali]

I appreciate your restraint. I would not want unfair consequence to fall on you because of the choices he made.

We talked, a little. I made my feelings on the matter clear. I do not forgive him for what he did, but I am not a vengeful person. I do not need violence to seek closure, and I would rather just move past it.

[bloodread]

...you sure?

[naqqali]

Would you rather I seek revenge?

[bloodread]

You can do whatever you want, that's the point.

[ That's one of the reasons he got so mad tbh. ]

You deserve better than a piece of shit like him whining for attention. [ His fists have clenched, but on his next breath out they relax a little. ]

I would've killed him if someone else hadn't asked me to do something. I gave him a few gifts anyway.

[naqqali]

Considering that my story centers around a cruel, cowardly man like him... You could say that I am used to it.

[ she's still learning that it's ok to be angry, and that it is ok to express that anger. but she's still too scared of retaliation to act on it. ]

Would killing him make you feel better?

[bloodread]

I told you I'd kill him too.

[ He has to think on that one, actually. ]

For a while, yeah. But I'd still be pissed off after.